by Cameron
| Blue sky sailing to the Galapagos |
Getting off the dock:
The hardest part of any journey is leaving. Getting the bags
packed, making sure the bills get paid, getting to the airport on time… And so it is with sailing, times 10.
Imagine all the minute details it involves to plan for a
month in the mountains, or alone out to sea… Once you set out, there is no
stopping at the 7-eleven. One must not only have all the food and fuel to last
the duration, but medicine and books and water and sunscreen and fishing
supplies and spare parts for every conceivable emergency. The communications
and electronics must be working, the sails in top form, engine oil and filters
changed, extra fuel strapped on deck – don’t forget spark plugs, toilet paper
and some extra line for the spinnaker… Did you buy the batteries?
And since, on a boat the work is never done, a balance must
be struck if one is to ever arrive at “ready”. Too many people never even leave
port, believing that they are not fully prepared, forever glued to the West
Marine catalog, and the next project… If one is to leave port, and not just dream of sailing, the umbilical cord
must be cut.
The famous author Jack London took 20 years get off the dock
with his boat – 20 years! And this is not un-common. The vast majority of boats
in the world sit comfortably in some marina, taken out on weekends perhaps, by
men who dream of the day when they will sail over the horizon - but this day
rarely comes.
The percentage of people actually out voyaging the world is
extremely small. They are also wildly eccentric. Let’s face it: it takes an unusual
character to leave the comfort and security of land for the unknown open ocean.
It takes a loose screw or two… It also takes money. One would think sailing
would be the domain of the rich and affluent, yet this is oddly not so. The
wealthy tend to be the most dependent on the material world, unable to leave the
very projects that got them where they are -their stock reports and board
meetings... No, the community of cruisers is made up of gypsies, and misfits.
“If you have dream of sailing, and have the means, abandon
all hope until your fortunes change. For a voyage, like a life, must be built
on a firm foundation of financial unrest” – Sterling Hayden
Thus it is that after many months in the boatyard, and many
thousands of dollars later, we have finally succeeded in getting off the grid: out
of the marina, through the Panama Canal, and to the islands! I could chronicle
here the monumental effort it took, but like a mother giving birth, I have
already forgotten the pain. It will suffice to say that it was with a huge sigh
of relief that I sailed away from Panama City and the continent, back into the
element I understand best – the natural world.
Stepping off into the great unknown ocean can be daunting, sure,
but I find I have almost more anxiety about coming back to land. At least out
here the cars don’t beep, the phone doesn’t ring, and we have no one to depend
on but ourselves.
This is a huge moment for me - a return to a lifestyle that
I left over 8 years ago. Ever since selling my last boat, every effort I have
made has been motivated by my desire to return to the sea, off the grid, and
the friendly islands… But I was not always sure I would make it again. Time has
a way of getting away from us, and I nearly lost my way once or twice - a
house, a job…
But now - pinch me - we are here… watching the sun go down
in the Galapagos islands, and it’s even better than I imagined… I see that all
the things that led up to this moment were necessary, and that it couldn’t have
happened any other way, or any earlier…
Right now, anchored in Isabella island, Galapagos, watching
the sunset. Penguins and seals visit the boat daily, and even sometimes crawl up
to spend the night in the cockpit. At once, like turning on a light switch, we
are back, immersed again in the sensuous world, the flowing matrix of life, the
food chain.
| Happiness feast in calm sailing seas! |
Our sail to the Galapagos islands went better than expected -
I had anticipated lightning and thunder, which is the norm on this route and
one of my biggest fears, but it never materialized. On the contrary, we were
blessed with sunshine and dolphins much of the way, and even stopped for a swim
at the equator.
| Mahi-mahi |
Both crew, Cash and Cibele, adapting to the sailing routine
well. Attitudes are positive and spirits high. We have purchased a mini stair
master, which fits nicely behind the helm seat, and makes night watches more
inter-active. We have a host of good books, movies, and enough beans and rice to
sail all the way to Brazil (the long way)…
| Malia healthy way of life! |
Someone once said that once a mind is opened, it cannot be
re-closed. So it is with fear: once you do something you were once afraid of,
and realize that your doubts were largely in your mind, there is a gain of
confidence which is permanent.
And so it is with the voyage of life - once you get off the
dock, it’s un-thinkable to turn back.
| Cib and Cash, arriving in Galapagos! |
I’m so glad to have this opportunity, to be right here, right now…
Cam - you're a great writer! Love this blog and will now be living vicariously through your sailing adventures. What an amazing life you have (and Lani too!).
ReplyDeleteLeslie Helbig - from your Santa Cruz High days.